Flashback

I'm a child in the darkness

I'm a prisoner in Hell

will I ever get outta here

no one can ever tell

I feel his breath right behind me

I can still smell his scent

his thumo deep down inside me

a wrong he can never amend

„you know I know that you want it“

he husky wispers into my ear

his hand silences my mouth

in my eyes tears of fear

Flashback

I'm a child in the darkness

I'm a prisoner in Hell

will I ever get outta here

no one can ever tell

on the shelf just behind him

a swastika-festooned gun

it keeps me from fighting back

I can only wait till he's done

Than a moment of inattention

I can escape from his grip

I run to the cloakroom

close up the door and vomit

Flashback

I'm a child in the darkness

I'm a prisoner in Hell

will I ever get outta here

no one can ever tell